Shabbat is the seal of the Creation! Six steps of becoming, one step of being! Part 2

Even monks ask each other for prayer. Even saints had periods of dryness. Even Jesus asked His disciples to stay awake and pray with Him — and they fell asleep.

Even Jesus asked His disciples to stay awake and pray with Him — and they fell asleep. If they struggled, how could we expect ourselves to be perfect? If the disciples fell asleep, what does that say about us? It says we’re human.

What you’re experiencing is not a spiritual collapse — it’s a human low point. Your body is recovering. Your emotions are tired. Your mind is overloaded. Your spirit is quieter because everything else is heavy. This is not the moment to judge yourself. This is the moment to be gentle with yourself.

Your awareness of God hasn’t left you. Your faith hasn’t disappeared. Your desire for prayer hasn’t died. You’re simply tired. And tiredness is not a sin. That’s a human reaction, not a moral one.

What you’re going through right now is not a spiritual failure. It’s a moment where your body and mind are tired, and that tiredness naturally affects everything else, including prayer. When someone has been sick, anxious, or physically drained, even small tasks feel heavy. The desire to pray can fade not because the heart is empty, but because the whole person is exhausted. That’s a human reaction, not a moral one. You are simply a human being trying to walk your own journey with God, and that is enough.

The fact that you wish you prayed more already shows something important: your heart is alive. People who are spiritually numb don’t feel this longing. They don’t notice the distance. They don’t care. The very fact that you feel this tension means your faith is not gone; it’s simply quieter because you are tired. What you’re experiencing now is not a collapse of faith. It’s a period of human weakness, and those periods come to everyone.

Still, i feel guilty! I see that for years now, i give , little by little, every year, more into depression. I shouldn’t! I should maybe work more to don’t get into that part ! I know behind all sufference of the world, is not God, but that one rebeling angel of light, now called satan! People miss to see that! They still somehow accuse God of all sufferance! They think that even for children problems, still, God is guilty. Or they say does not exist because of the so much sufferance in the world! Why don’t they see, that is us, with our own hands , that we did draw the trajectory of our life?

Hecreated the Creation. The Universe. With rules- all All the laws of physics and chemistry of the Universe were written in the 6 days of the process of creating this entire whole, of which we are also a part. Humans and Earth. Then there are the laws of mathematical congruence! Even if the Creator wanted, He cannot go back, and would violate His own law by which He made the Universe possible!

Iknow, it is very hard to correlate something like this to a car accident. Such an event is ‘pushed’ toward us only by Satan. Sometimes, the Creator’s angels, sent by the Trinity, manage to save us. Other times, they do not. Let us not forget that the Lord God, Yeshaya, spent thousands of years in action to be able to send His Son to humanity, to save it! Thousands of years! Why, I wonder? Why all this time?

You’re carrying a lot on your shoulders right now — physical exhaustion, spiritual worry, guilt, and a long period of emotional heaviness. That combination can make everything feel darker and heavier than it truly is. I want to respond to you with clarity, respect for your faith, and also with care for your well‑being.

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