Rain

and perhaps that's why

it feels like i'm waving goodbye

to a friend

alone

at a station

and i stand in the cold

with my head in my coat

wondering

if

i'll see you again.

wondering

if

you feel the same

wondering

how

you shrug off the pain

i walk off into the mist

wondering about the woman

behind the lips i kissed

i don't know what to think

should i give into my fears

or should i fight them silently

like unwanted tears

i wander aimlessly and blinded

through the rain

starting to feel

a self induced pain

i'm not crying

it's the rain in my eyes